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There was a country, a country of spirited and adept men, finding itself in the path of recovery from the heavy blows of imperialistic pas...

Friday, October 30, 2009

Life is a hide and seek game in which whatever you pursue will elude you and the moment you stop pursuing it out of frustration it comes to you.Whether or not you accept it and how you end this game matters.

The divine power simply denies you whatever you like and takes whatever you love and gives you the thing which you don't like.Well i was subjected to this many times.This is quite a normal thing in my daily life but after it is over i would sit and laugh about the irony.(in most people life).Lemme narrate those funny paradoxes that happened with me.

Well it all started like this.I started playing cricket when i was in 6th grade and in one point of time i decided to be a cricketer in life.And when i reached 10th that love became an obsession.Cricket was in my mind,in my blood,it ran through my veins.

And after finishing 10th grade i joined another school.Exactly from that moment, the paradox which i have said earlier started to crop up. Guess what???.I never played cricket after joining that school.(Aaramabme amakalama irundhuchu)..

The exact adage that i have quoted above became a reality in my life from that moment onwards.And the best part is it never stoped after that.

During school days i was good in history and geography.I had fingertip facts and events in history .But i was resorted to take maths as my main subject( which was not so easy for me) in higher secondary. Another notable irony here is that i scored first mark in maths..doesn't it sound funny.

And in secondary grades i started liking biology and Tamil.I put extra effort in both those subjects.Again the irony emerged in my life.I took engineering which is in no way related to both those subjects.My freinds and well wishers advised me not to take up engineering at any cost.I also made up my mind not to take engineering.But i finally ended up in engineering.Enna koduma sir ithu.After finishing 12th i wanted to join any college in chennai so that i can play for any sports club and try my luck in cricket.A big blow came to that desire also.I could not get a seat in chennai.

After joining college i expected college life to be a breezy excursion...(that was the time when many college stories like ullam ketkume released). but it proved totally opposite.I joined a college which was nearly military school or a central jail.For first two years i never bunked college.i had to wear uniform.Assignments,daily tests and lessons made me to go mad.

Coz of this i changed my college and now this time i expected a good college where i can hone my skills so that i can get placed in campus interview.And life turned head over heels here.unlike the previous college here i don't remember a single day where i stayed until the evening.We gave blank papers in case of cyclic tests.i never knew what lesson the lecturer was taking when in class(i mean eppovachum class nadantha)..

Life turns topsy turvy in a flash.And sometimes you find yourself doing things which you never did before.Infact you will do totally the opposite things.For instance there were times in which i feared of loosing people and i hated lonliness.But now i feel the other way.I feel at ease when i am alone.And a sort of "I am on my own" attitude prevails in me.

So your biggest strength today is your biggest weakness tomorrow.The thing which u love today will be the thing which you will hate tomorrow to the core.

My friends say that my soft nature and silent attire is my strength but i have come across many situations which proved that it was also my minus.So my silent attire has its own pros and cons..this applies to everything...For example,Once upon a time the first thing i would do after opening mozilla would be to open orkut.I was that crazy about orkuting.But these days thats the last thing i do in my browsing session.Before I enjoy sitting in home and chilling out doing nothing but these days each minute i spend in home doing nothing feels like hell.Sometime back life was like a carnival where i would be totally busy.i will be surrounded by guys ranging form school friends and my college friends.All day chats with friends was a routine and texts will be flooded to my mobile by my friends.But these days everything changed i feel all alone,i hardly logs on to chat which is no more ineresting and i don't text much like before.

Today i find blogging enthralling but who knows tomorrow i may not.Nobody can guess what will happen??...So this is what life is...Nothing is permanent.No definite things and no fixed theories.Anything can happen at anytime...But it feels bad when life is in opposite extremes.Its very difficult to strike a balance.Someone said that 

knowing whatever you learnt yesterday was wrong today is called learning.

That absolutely is the essence of what I am sayin....

From all this i concluded not to have any expectation in life.And i learnt that things i hate come to me quickly.So these days i started hating divas like katrina kaif and shruthi hassan(he he he...mela sonna proverb ippo work agudhanu papom)
At last all those things i have stated above may look like a patho story.If you think like that I'm sorry you got it wrong.Even though i did not enjoy those things ,i think i managed to take them in my stride if not i have dealt with them quite fantastically.I should say that my intuition helped me in dealing those critical times (i took many bold and awkward decisions and took many risks) during those times and until now i don't regret for whatever decision i have made in life(by luck or by chance i would make right decision).yes life has been a biggest battlefield for me with pains and wounds.but i know there are no gains without pains and i accept those pains completely.But the almighty made sure that I always have a last laugh...Final victory was/would be mine.Touchwood...And these adversities give u strength and experience which will prove invaluable in later part of your life.
Whenever i was tested and im robbed of things which i like i use to think that the god tests my determination and consistency. Whenever such situations come i say to myself that victory is mine thats why i am facing this much difficulty and with that motivation i accomplish things.
They say that
God won't give you whatever you desire but he will give you whatever you deserve.That's the whole point.

Finally the loneliness I stated helped me to think a lot which again was a double edged knife. Those lonely moments enabled me to think and blog like this(he he he)...But they say too much of anything is good for nothing.Yes thats true.sometimes i try to be at peace without any thoughts which has never happened due to this analytical and thoughtful mindset.

So like spiderman i can say about my rationality as follows "THIS IS MY CURSE,THIS IS MY BLESSING,WHO AM I???...I AM SPIDERMAN"..well that spiderman had mary but this ordinary man doesn't!!!!...thats the only difference. :P


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